Thoughts from the Frozen Road
Honestly, the physical and financial stress is the easiest of everything...in fact, it might be the only thing distracting me from some bigger problems that are completely out of my control. As for the physical challenges, all it takes is focusing on what is in my control and being able to triage what needs immediate attention and what can wait. Sometimes I wonder if I am so attracted to a lifestyle that walks the line between basic surviving and millennial minimalism simply to distract myself from the things I can not change. No anti-depressant works faster than being on your last few hundred bucks and having to hustle in order to survive. The real problem is not so much all these things falling apart, but the fact that I feel deeply in love with this lifestyle...or maybe I’ve convinced myself of that in order to keep going...I’m not sure.