I got my fucking eyes back!

These people have been breaking me with their lies since the day they got me. They’ve blinded me. They’ve turned the lights off on me!! And I’ve spent my whole life trying to put all the pieces together ALONE. And seeing through their lies. And seeing in the dark!!
I was just missing one piece. One piece! The most painful one of all. They don’t love me! They used me for their sick system to function! But I don’t care anymore! I don’t care if I’m alone because I was alone anyways! That wasn’t real love!! But as soon as that fit - I got my fucking eyes back! And turned the fucking lights back on!! And now I can see!! I see it all! And I’m not the fucking crazy one. They are. You can’t treat humans that way forever without somebody figuring it out. And I finally got out! I’m free! I’m fucking free!!!!! And I’m taking my fucking life back!!!!!!!

And I don’t care if I’m the only person who fucking sees it!! They can all stay in the fucking toxic system of denial, greed, and depression. But I broke free!! I’m fucking free!!!!!!

Gaslighters gaslight because they can’t do the work themselves.
So they try to put out all the fires built from friction out of desperation to keep running off their unsustainable gas because fires made with friction is the one thing that can out burn them!!!

I just needed one person to see me, to hear my cries, but I found a whole lot more.
2020 saved me
I saw myself in BLM
I saw what was happening to them
I saw where the toxicity was coming from
I found answers
I found where to look for help
I found I wasn’t alone
I found my voice
I found a way out
I just needed one person to see what I was seeing and feeling and verify it
And I got it all with BLM!

The government is just a magnified version of what’s going on in the families. The government isn’t the problem- it’s the outcome. The problem is what put it there. And that’s the people. This country is built off of trauma!! And held together by systemic narcissism!!

You left me in the dark, all alone, but I’ve learned to see in the dark.

Some times you have to turn the lights completely off and build your own light! #thankyoublm

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