Happy Martin Luther King JR Day
Thank you BLACK LIVES for showing me the ropes that you’ve been HANGING from ALL THIS TIME. It’s through your suffering that I could FINALLY see my own and hear my SCREAMS. And I hope to fucking god that I didn’t step on any of you to get where I am now.
I’m doing my part. I’m doing my work. I’ve done it for 37 years! In the crib. In my room. Playing all by myself or with the people they all call “The Help” but are the ENERGY THEY LIVE OFF OF! At all the dinner tables and ridiculous materialistic Christmas’s and private schools full of all white people, in toy aisles with all the white Barbie dolls, in the therapist offices THAT ARE ALSO STUCK IN THE FUCKED UP NARCISSIST SYSTEM, the psych hospitals, the psychological torture chamber they call therapeutic boarding school, skateboarding, surfing, GETTING REALLY GOOD AT POKER AND READING YOUR BLUFFS, climbing fucking mountains all alone in the wild, running from all the SICK MEN with Asian fetishes, ALL the objectifying, studying the BRAIN AND ANIMAL AND HUMAN BEHAVIOR, listening to everybody else but myself, I’ve sacrificed EVERYTHING for this fucking matter! WITH NOTHING TO LOSE BUT MY BREATH! Because BLACK LIVES FUCKING MATTER. And I DO, TOO! SO IM GOING TO KEEP WORKING.
AND I STAND WITH YOU! I’VE GOT YOUR BACK! YOU’VE BEEN WORKING A LOT HARDER AND LONGER THAN ME!
So HAPPY MARTIN LUTHER KING JR day. I hope AMERICA understands what they’re celebrating! And for all you staying silent through Black Lives Matter?! You’re the CRUELEST. The Spouse, Golden Child, AND NARCISSIST of this sick system! As you complain and gaslight - pretending to be on our side. And we all SEE your apathy through your fake sympathy through your LACK OF ACTION. All THE SCAPEGOATS AND LOST CHILDREN just trying to LIVE OUR LIVES! Just trying to BREATHE!! We FEEL YOU even if YOU DON’T FEEL US - WE FEEL YOU TURNING YOUR BACKS ON ALL OF US - THE SCREAMING BABIES! AND THAT’S WHAT HURTS THE MOST!! BECAUSE YOU MAKE IT THAT MUCH HARDER FOR US TO SEE OURSELVES AND FIND OUR VOICE!!
Clean your own fucking house up. IT’S A FUCKING MESS. And it’s not our FUCKING JOB!
DO YOU SEE US YET?!! DO YOU HEAR US NOW?!